【この感触はもしかして、、】転職早々こんなことをされるなんて！これからもこんなことが続くの？独身彼氏なし女の行く末。
7-Eleven’s "Keep the Price. Plus One" fair, Buy one more sweet LAWSON "UCHI-CAFE" with GODIVA collaboration sweets A week that I survived thanks to such a small healings The long-awaited weekend has arrived but today is actually Sunday. I slept the whole day yesterday, Saturday. I’m still spending a lot of time at my new job getting nervous. By the time I get home, I’m so tired that I don’t even want to prepare meals. so I have to go to the convenience store every day. Convenience store for breakfast, lunch and dinner. It’s a strong ally of living alone. I still feel very much like a ‘new person’ at work I can’t say I’m comfortable with it for now. But I’m trying my best to get used to it quickly While I’m very grateful to the team for being so good to me, I’m desperate every day because there’s an atmosphere where I can’t ask the same question twice. sweating.. Everyone is really excellent at their job. I see! I’m inspired, but I’m worried that I won’t be able to do the job as they do. I want to be a positive person who can think, "I’ll catch up, I’ll even overtake them!" orz Even I am anxious, one bagel is not enough to sutisfy my appetite…. I have reached for frozen rice and retort curry. It is an emergency situation that I eat emergency food on weekends when I am too tired to cook. That’s how I feel at my new job, almost bald from the nerves and the pressure. I am trying my best to keep my attitude of learning (humility) in mind. The only thing that troubles me is.., I bought a big bag of Doramocchi Chocolates from Lawson. Actually, my commuting time and route has changed a bit with this new job. The train is now at a slightly more crowded time and route than my previous commute to work. Something a little hard hits my butt, but I was assuming it’s a woman’s bag, so I left it there for a while. I felt like I was being pushed against it on purpose somehow, so I turned around And there was a man standing behind me, and the thing that was being pushed against me was a THING. Both arms were holding a strap, and he MAY looked a little troubled. Yeah, I can see that. I know that false accusations have been a big problem for sometime now. It ruins people’s lives, so it should be a very careful decision. But he was definitely pushing it, crying. Even if you don’t feel like it, it could be a physiological phenomenon. On purpose? Physiological phenomenon? Molestation? False accusation? I’m just trying to figure it out. And the person got off first. I finally open the package that was delivered but left untouched The previous hanger was so good that I had to order more! I’m worried about wrinkles from folding clothes. I store most of my clothes on hangers But then I worry about hanger marks The shoulders are getting gnarled in hanger shape, and I often have to rewash them again, and it’s quite irritating. But with this hanger, that stress is alleviated and peace of mind is assured. I still have a story of trouble on the train The opposite of what I just said, I was standing behind the man holding the strap. Of course I wouldn’t push him from behind. The man removes his hand from the strap and scratches his armpit. He poked my chest with his elbow! I can’t believe it, because it was JUST here!! I thought, "No, it’s such a coincidence." but The man’s eyes reflected in the window, and he was looking right at me. That’s a lot! I don’t think I should buy any more clothes I think I should suwear to not buy any clothes this year! maybe not,,,(^_^;) Next mission is sewing The cut back part of the knit shoulder is frayed and has a hole in it. I’m going to repair the hole. When I reattached the buttons before, I made the mistake of sewing the back of the garment together. The same mistake can be made three times. ←still many, already.. I think I finished well this time Before I knew it, it was completely dark The good thing about living alone is that you are the only one who eats -> small and easy meals are just fine The sad thing about living alone is that no one cooks for you even if you have zero-energy. The cry from the heart of a single woman without a boyfriend who struggles with this loneliness every day. I barely managed to prepare dried salmon from Hokkaido and homemade pickles. Wine snacks (no fancy ham and cheese) That’s not enough for me. I’ve reached for emergency food for weekdays again I didn’t even step out of the house this weekend This is what it’s a woman to be without a boyfriend. I’m not desperate. I chug the rest of the soup and feel extremely happy. Mood gets worse when hungry, but recovers after moderate feeding Single women are like that, you know? Now I’m ready for another week of ironing. I have to take care of the train-stuff. I’ve got a lot of things to take care of in this new job. I’ll tell you more about the ‘things’ next time.
皆様こんばんは！あやです。
この春新しい生活を始められた皆さん、
（4月から始められた皆様は）2ヶ月が経過しそろそろ慣れてきた頃でしょうか。
私は職場でまだ緊張した状態で過ごしているので、
家に帰るとどっと疲れが出ます。
そんな矢先、、、思いもよらぬ出来事が起こりました。
転職早々、問題勃発です。。。
【Music】
0:17~ I Can’t Live Without U(feat. Gary Ales Brook) by Kolektivo
7:00~ Chimera by Shima
【Instagram】
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NOTE：最近ひっそりとX始めました。みんな見つけてね。（あやの裏部屋）
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